15 April 2010

Today i finally went to do my learnest test, I was confronted with being the only older person there. It was so much easier than what i imagined. I had all these visions of failer and that I was just to old for all of this ..but i feel the need to complete undone things in my life. All the things that had to wait while i was out doing something ells. 

The traffic department is a mess dude, They took nearly four hours just to mark and upload and recited and print the docs, it was crazy, wait in this q then that. The traffic department you suck. I had a cool 3 year tech class with my evening class they just inspire me to keep finding new things with which to excite them with. Slightly worried about my ECP student they just not working as hard as they should, yet, they are so talented.

I also worried about Cole, teacher Dawn said that he can't tie his shoe laces and he must be able to do that before she can mark his report for school, so i am stressing about how to teach it to him, as he is having a hard time. Morgan is also worrying ,he is just a law UN to him self. I can't understand his personality it is developing so differently to what i wanted for him. I gave birth to this little who was fighting for life and i nearly lost him, i was thinking he was going to be in his brother shadow and be a second son and understand how this worked but, demands his own attention and right so. I pray that soon we will have an understanding.

I am also thinking about marriage, and how it can all be over so fast and that we may loose your partners just like that. I always wanted to grow old with Mario, and i did not marry for the now but i always have one eye on tomorrow. Seems that tomorrow is not keeping his eye on me. Smart Eddie sales is going well, just hope the new range will do well. 

Cheers then